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i went grocery shopping today. i saw one my favorite little students that is no longer in my class. she said hi. i bought a bag of cherries &a box of blueberries. i went to checkout. it was cute how i saw her staring at me from behind a shelf, &once i saw her.. she hid. haha, &i would over hear her telling her mom, “look, mom. that`s the teacher`s assistant!” i totally envy the kids i am T.A.ing for. i wish i could be a kid again. i wish i could tell my mom every little detail of my life &she`d actually pretend to be interested. i wish i could`ve grasped my childhood just a bit longer.

i`ve finally gotten what i`ve been waiting for. i`ve decided (just a few moments ago) that i`m withdrawing from this love game. i`ve fallen too deep, become too needy &dependent, &it`s definitely not the person i want to be. especially knowing that this probably won`t last. everything is too good to be true. &yes, it was true &the time was great. but it`s definitely not the time. &i am definitely not ready for a heartache.